This is not my usual blog i have decided to give a break to desperation coz this desp. is filling my life now....and this loneliness is becoming a part of me now....i am now in bangalore ..i find nothing interesting in life.. i get up in the morning at around 7 -7.30 there is 20min drive to my off so will reach off at around 9 then drive like a slave do whatever they say with absolutely no interest as our office is short of man power stay in off till 9-10.30 come back drink listen to some music these days Bombay Jayasree ,some keerthanams or gazals...again same thing....i find no reason to enjoy life and no reason to be happy
I went home last week the moment i reached my place one tear drop came from my eyes i loved tat security and warmth of my house my favourate plants my doggie my bed....whay am i living like this . Without anything interesting in my life ?
This metro city is suffocating me pseudo all around i know its none of my business but still i don't understand why girls in blore wear sleeve less in this cold climate esp at night and why are they so interested in showing their Underwear outside i have nothing to do with this but still i don't understand . Where are we heading ? relations becoming shorter.... values diminishing....love loosing its meaning....
I don't know why i am living this life i have an option of leaving this job and going home why am i not doing it ..Money this is reality ...we need money...for what ? for making more money ...but what is the use a life so boring and waste....
6 comments:
c'mon baby..dont be so depressed..it may sound trite but why dont you start counting your blessings for a change..? and stop wallowing in self pity..? i think you get some pleasure in just immersing yourself in depression..
if you start getting depressed about girls weraring sleevless dresses and showing their underclothes .. i think you are too spoilt.. go and read about a woman i hav written about yesterday in my blog.. then you will know what real misery is..
i know it must be depressing to be alone far from your house and all that but but i think you are overreacting.. this is one of the best phases of your life.. so start enjoying it.. make a consious effort to find happiness in simple every day pleasures.
hey.. things meant to happen will happen!! there is no use.. thinking over it or cribbing over it.. lets get it moving, they way it moves!! but be always different in ur way!! may be that can be the light of optimism in u!! dont be a stereotype.. and never give in for things.. u know u r right!! get going dude!! we are creating our world.. not that its bein made for us!! we make it.. we destroy it!!(or keep it for ever)
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doc- thanks 4 the commend and u have described or termed urself as Chechi.... neway thanks doc. i really liked ur commends and i thought u didn't want our commend tats whay u didn't give option Sorry....
doc- thanks 4 the commend and u have described or termed urself as Chechi.... neway thanks doc. i really liked ur commends and i thought u didn't want our commend tats whay u didn't give option Sorry....
doc- thanks 4 the commend and u have described or termed urself as Chechi.... neway thanks doc. i really liked ur commends and i thought u didn't want our commend tats whay u didn't give option Sorry....
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