Friday, May 29, 2009

Spirituality Can Wait...

I was in an eternal dilemma for quiet some time now... i was noticing some changes in me... the intrusion of feelings like fear into the system and it has infiltrated to such an extent that i was feeling like an eighty year old. I noticed my reluctance to drive over a 60kmps mark and my concerns over the onset of rain before or during a trip... what happened to me.. even if its getting older or getting mature .. why the hell am i being numb and letting it happen.... this change may bring peace but is not bringing any happiness more over its making me feel lonely... 

Spirituality can wait... lemme resist this change and fight for happiness... 

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

"Desperation is the basis of life..sadness is the only stable state People say when u r lonely you are sad . But i feel when u r lonely you should be happy coz loneliness is a very stable state where there is no fear of being more sad. When u r not alone you always have the fear of loosing the other but here there is no such fear you are comfortable....always..."
heard this somewer???

its ur intro to this blog.... but now u r contradicting urself with this latest piece of urz :)

Tricksand said...

This is just a beginning....
The understanding that even desperation is beautiful relieves you from the fear of fall...