
I used to think that sadness is a stable state hence desperation can be aspired for. I correct that approach now. Desperation may be stable as there is nothing more sad than that and being happy you may have the fear of being sad later on. But the whole fun of life are these ripples of happiness and sorry or else life becomes too boring.. I correct my view as " Whether its happiness or sorrow, if we can tune ourselves to enjoy both then we can make most out of this life"
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Isha Yoga Centre

Saturday, March 06, 2010
Reloaded
Friday, May 29, 2009
Spirituality Can Wait...
Sunday, April 19, 2009
The Extraordinary
1. Shajahan : He was working in my dept as a worker. I was stunt at the way he speaks English, very fluent. I got interested in this person. I spoke to him and i came to know that he worked in an embassy before coming to UAE for job. The work he was doing was really stressful and tiring but he was always enthusisastic. He had the drive to move forward. He finally landed up with an additional responsibility of teaching other workers English language, a non profit making effort by that noble young man. Truly inspirational.
2. Mohan : He was a grinder (Worker) he had interest in computers, drawings etc. He bough a computer , installed autocad and started learning on his own he requested his supervisor to get training in technical stuff but his request was turned down. He persisted attended trainings during his vacation and came back with certificates. Tried to work his way up again.. again his request was turned down by supervisor.... He took a drastic step made drawings on his own and met the CEO . He was permitted to do training in QC dep as unpaid apprentice for 2 months. He struggled his way up and finally landed up in R&D dept as methods engineer.
Soooo many people with the will and drive to excel and successful in doing it.. this world is large enough for those who want it so...
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Devilish Red
Red you used to smoothen my eyes
You used to bring me hope
You brought joy....
Red i am afraid...
Afraid of you...
I see you as blood..
Blood from my bleeding soul...
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Devil Dance
Her eyes full of love
Her words had magic
Thatv took me for a ride
She showed me dreams
She gave me hopes
She showed me new meanings
To my life i used to hate
She blindfolded me in love
I drowned in her love
She kissed me
She hugged me
Now when i wake up from the dream
Breaking her spells
I see the devil in her
Laughing at me...
She killed my soul
She oozed my love
She is happy
When she saw me dying
I cried for my life
She acted deaf
I ran for my life
She pulled me back
Now she is dancing
Dancing on my grave
Its her wedding dance
Right above my grave
My soul weeps
Weeps in hurt
Weeps in insult
Laughing at me....
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Platonic Love
At the same time, this interpretation is a misunderstanding of the nature of the Platonic ideal of love, which from its origin was that of a chaste but passionate love, based not on uninterest but virtuous restraint of sexual desire. In its original Platonic form, this love was meant to bring the lovers closer to wisdom and the Platonic Form of Beauty. It is described in depth in Plato's Phaedrus and Symposium. In the Phaedrus, it is said to be a form of divine madness that is a gift from the gods, and that its proper expression is rewarded by the gods in the afterlife; in the Symposium, the method by which love takes one to the form of beauty and wisdom is detailed.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Boredom- Clinical
Boredom is an unpleasant state of mind in which one interprets one's environment as dull, tedious, and lacking stimuli. There is an inherent hopelessness in boredom; people will expend considerable effort to prevent or remedy it, yet in many circumstances it is accepted as an inevitable suffering to be endured. A common way to escape boredom is through creative thoughts or daydreaming.
Time often seems to move more slowly to someone who experiences boredom; this results from the way in which the human mind measures the passage of time, combined with the infrequency of events perceived as notable.
A typical teenager's complaint is that there is 'nothing to do'; this statement can have a number of economic and social causes. Younger teens cannot drive, but in many communities are unable to get anywhere without a car possibly due to lack of public transportation. It may also mean that their desired sources of entertainment are too expensive. It could also be a symptom of learned helplessness, possibly related to boredom experienced at school.
Far from being a minor annoyance, boredom can have major negative impacts on people. Perhaps more importantly, boredom is often a symptom of deeper problems, such as depression, ineffective teaching, or ineffective management in a workplace
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Constrained Optimisation
Every individual prefers to live a happy and peaceful life. We expect our days to be bright ! Does this happen often ? Any way for me i do not think so. Human beings can never maximise happiness, human life is completely constrained. Man is born in chains and will die in chains ! The process of human life is just a change in chains, addition or deletion of the same.
Any activity a person intending to do will go through a lot of screening process within his mind and the predominent factor affecting the above is the openion of others ! So how much weightage is given for these ? Like wise millions of constraints
Is Love a constraint ???? Just this quiestion would have attracted lot of frowns i am aware of that. But i feel this way.Love is a constraint....and it continues to be one throughout his life. This chain is so strong that its number increases with age of the individual. This is the same constraint which prevents or inhibits the thoughts of a person's pursuit for eternal freedome. So isn't love a constraint ??
Love comes as Parents, Sibblings, Girl/Boy friends, Wife/Husband, Children, Grandchildren...
when is man free ?? when does he do things of his own wish ?? Being the most evolved species is he ever free to do things he wish ? Is maximisation of happiness possible ? No its optimisation , Constrained Optimisation
Monday, May 08, 2006
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Heights of Customer Service
The systems there are obsolete. The Cash reciept was on one corner and then from there the challan was taken to other corner of the office which took 5 min for the peon to carry. I was instructed to wait for the callan counter foil to come. I waited for 53 mins and after utter frustration i approached the peon and he said the challan has not reached this section. I informed him tat the person who was standing behind me in the queue left 45 mins back. He went and checked again ( Another 10 mis) he came back and replied the challan was not there. Then i went back to the cash counter and he checked the floor "my challan for 75,000 Rs was lying on the floor" the peon was happy to see that it was not his mistake and he gave me the counter foil after 5 mins.
World Class service at your FOOT STEPS !!!!!
India SHINE !!! and this kerala is again set for an ellection !!!!
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Casabianca
Whence all but he had fled;
The flame that lit the battle's wreck
Shone round him o'er the dead.
Yet beautiful and bright he stood,
As born to rule the storm;
A creature of heroic blood,
A proud, though child-like form.
The flames rolled on–he would not go
Without his Father's word;
That father, faint in death below,
His voice no longer heard.
He called aloud–'say, Father, say
If yet my task is done?
'He knew not that the chieftain lay
Unconscious of his son.
'Speak, father!' once again he cried,
'If I may yet be gone!
'And but the booming shots replied,
And fast the flames rolled on.
Upon his brow he felt their breath,
And in his waving hair,
And looked from that lone post of death
In still yet brave despair.
And shouted but once more aloud,
'My father! must I stay?
'While o'er him fast, through sail and shroud,
The wreathing fires made way.
They wrapt the ship in splendour wild,
They caught the flag on high,
And streamed above the gallant child,
Like banners in the sky.
There came a burst of thunder sound–
The boy–oh! where was he?
Ask of the winds that far around
With fragments strewed the sea!–
With mast, and helm, and pennon fair,
That well had borne their part–
But the noblest thing which perished there
Was that young faithful heart.
Felicia Hemans (1793 - 1835)
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Life ?????
A) Life is a big piece of BULL SHIT the more u take it seriously and put ur soul into it the more it will stink
2. Define Love ?
A) The process invented by god to keep guys under control. very little of it means u will crave for more too much of it means u get bugged but it never comes in the perfect mix. so the defenition can be Love is that which comes to your life like a breeze of drizzle and leave ur life like a cyclone or thunderstorm destroying your whole life
3) Define Happiness ?
A) A state of mind u can acheve only when u break all the bonds attached to u
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
My sweet water....
Her giggles..the songs of nature...
Water so cold..
Water my soul...
There came the giant
The devil.. the cola
He married her...
He kept her in chains
He killed her parents
He locked her beloveds
Devil he is
He married my water
Devil he is
He raped her
He exploited her
She ...poor ...exhausted
Devil he is
He is selling her
He made her a prostitiute
He is selling her to her beloveds
And making them take her...
Rise and revolt
Before he kills her
Before he moves from here
In search of his next prey
Coke..the masters of business
This is a location where students of the neighbouring college , as a protest against coke have imposed a ban on selling coke outside the campus . So what message does this convey " U wana live , u wana get a good job sell ur mom to the MD or ur wife to the MD and PLEASE him " is this a kinda life worth living.....
Its hard time we think before the devil engulfs the Homo sapiens with thnking capacity ...to death...
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Petrol Pump Strike
But what i want to point out is not that issue which will for sure will come in the news papers . Being vaccation me and my friend set out in my bike for a trip and i happened to go to a petrol pump to fill the relatively empty tank and i was startled by the reply of petrol pump strike as had already coverd half way and i was expecting an empty takn any moment . byt considering the emosions of the workers i decided to take a risk rather than beging ,but the fear of walking in the hot sun really made me ask the lady in the pump for atlest a half litre . But a NO really made me understand their UNITY .
The best part of the story is that when i was about to leave i saw the same lady giving petrol to not one but TWO auto rickshaws which tempted me to ask once more for petrol and even this time reply was same so i walked in their office and a much more insulting NO was the answer form the Lady sitting there
What i couldn't understand was the policy of treating customers in two different was and troubling customers who has nothing to do with the strike
This nation need to change.....
Monday, July 25, 2005
The Drizzle...

Its raining...
Its time for a change..
A journey to the unknown...
Known is Beautiful...So Let Unknown be the Most Beautiful....
There is fragrance of a red rose...All over again...
The Scent reminds the whisper , the giggles...
The Thorns...
The Hopes...The greenery...
Love is in the air...
Like a Rose bud...
Awaiting its turn..


